Nourish thy cells馃尡馃崒馃崜  (at 讙注转讜谉)

Nourish thy cells馃尡馃崒馃崜 (at 讙注转讜谉)

Lucked out with this one. Thanks Rabbi E. Kestenbaum for producing the perfect matzos for Rachel Stone馃槃 Ingredients: gf oat flour and water. Seder here I come. 讞讙 讻砖专 讜砖诪讞 #glutenfreeveganseder #eatthewholebox  (at 讙注转讜谉)

Lucked out with this one. Thanks Rabbi E. Kestenbaum for producing the perfect matzos for Rachel Stone馃槃 Ingredients: gf oat flour and water. Seder here I come. 讞讙 讻砖专 讜砖诪讞 #glutenfreeveganseder #eatthewholebox (at 讙注转讜谉)

albeeats:

Banana spinach and banana carrot turmeric smoothies plus a big salad with lots of lettuce, asparagus, avocado, red onion, cucumber, turmeric hummus and smoked paprika

albeeats:

Banana spinach and banana carrot turmeric smoothies plus a big salad with lots of lettuce, asparagus, avocado, red onion, cucumber, turmeric hummus and smoked paprika

youthofathousandsummers:

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youthofathousandsummers:

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4gifs:

The floor is lava. [vid]

4gifs:

The floor is lava. [vid]

hating myself right now for ever leaving veganism聽

I can’t believe I ever returned to eating eggs and dairy. what is the actual point?! I was focusing on weight rather than compassion for animals and this planet. fuck weight. I thought if I added dairy and eggs back into my diet I would be able to slim down and tone up鈥 bullshit. compassion wins over weight any day and any time.聽

goodbye dairy and eggs for forever聽

compassion friends, compassion.聽

there is cruelty all around me and I do not want to be apart of it!

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A FAT LITTLE GIRL
is eight years old, she鈥檚 got pink cheeks that her grandmother calls chubby. She wants a second cookie but her aunt says 鈥測ou鈥檒l get huge if you keep eating.鈥 She wants a dress and the woman in the changing room says 鈥渟he鈥檒l probably need a large in that.鈥 She wants to have dessert and her waiter says 鈥淎fter all that dinner you just had? You must be really hungry!鈥 and her parents laugh.

A FAT LITTLE GIRL
is eleven and she is picked second-to-last in gym class. She watches a cartoon and sees that everyone who is annoying is drawn with a big wide body, all sweaty and panting. At night she dreams she is swelling like the ocean over seabeds. When she wakes up, she skips school.

A FAT LITTLE GIRL
is thirteen and her friends are stick-thin ballerinas with valleys between their hipbones. She is instead developing the wide curves of her mother. She says she is thick but her friends argue that she鈥檚 鈥渕uscular鈥 and for some reason this hurts worse than just admitting that she jiggles when she walks and she鈥檒l never be a dancer. Eating seconds of anything feels like she鈥檚 breaking some unspoken rule. The word 鈥渋ndulgent鈥 starts to go along with 鈥渇ood.鈥

A FAT LITTLE GIRL
is fourteen and she has stopped drinking soda and juice because they bloat you. She always takes the stairs. She fidgets when she has to sit still. Whenever she goes out for ice cream, she leaves half at the bottom - but someone else always leaves more and she feels like she鈥檚 falling. She pretends to like salad more than she does. She feels eyes burrowing through her body while she eats lunch. Kate Moss tells her nothing tastes as good as skinny feels, but she just feels like she is wilting.

A FAT LITTLE GIRL
is fifteen the first time her father says 鈥測ou鈥檙e getting gaunt.鈥 She rolls her eyes. She eats one meal a day but thinks she stays the same size. Every time she picks up a brownie she thinks of the people she sees on t.v. and every time she has cake, she thinks of the one million magazine articles on restricting calories. She used to have no idea a flat stomach was supposed to be beautiful until she saw advice on how to achieve it. She cuts back on everything. She controls. They tell her she鈥檚 getting too thin but she doesn鈥檛 believe it.

A FAT LITTLE GIRL
is sixteen and tearing herself into shreds in order for a thigh gap big enough to hush the screams in her head. She doesn鈥檛 鈥渋ndulge,鈥 ever. She can鈥檛 go out with friends, they expect her to eat. She damns her sweet tooth directly to hell. It鈥檚 coffee for breakfast and tea for lunch and if there鈥檚 dance that evening, two cups of water and then maybe an apple. She lies all the time until she thinks the words will rot her teeth. She dreams about food when she sleeps. Her aunt begs her to eat anything, even just a small cookie. They say, 鈥淥ne bite won鈥檛 make you fat, will it, darling?鈥

A FAT LITTLE GIRL
is seventeen and too sick to go to prom because she can鈥檛 stand up for very long. She thinks she wouldn鈥檛 look good in a dress anyway. Her nails are blue and not because they are painted. Her hair is too thin to do anything with. She鈥檚 tired all the time and always distracted. She once absently mentions the caloric value of grapes to the boy she is with and he looks at her like she鈥檚 gone insane and in that moment she realizes most people don鈥檛 have numbers constantly scrolling in their heads. She swallows hard and tries to figure out where it all went wrong, why more than a granola bar for a meal makes her feel sick, why she tastes disease and courts with death. She misses sleep. She misses being able to dream. She misses being herself instead of just being empty.

A FAT LITTLE GIRL
is twenty and writes poetry and is a healthy weight and still fights down the voices every single day. She puts food in her mouth and sometimes cries about it but more and more often feels good, feels balanced. Her cheeks are pink and they are chubby and soft and no longer growing slight fur. Her hair is long and it is beautiful. She still picks herself apart in the mirror, but she鈥檚 starting to get better about it. She wears the dress she likes even if it only fits her in a large and she doesn鈥檛 feel like a failure for it. She is falling in love with the fat on her hips.

She is eating out with friends and not worrying about finding the lowest calorie item on the menu when she hears a mother tell her four year old daughter 鈥淵ou can鈥檛 have ice cream, we just had dinner.
You don鈥檛 want to end up as a fat little girl.鈥

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Why do we constantly do this to our children? /// r.i.d (via inkskinned)

my digestive system is becoming so fricken aggravating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!聽

Loving this coast line. Everyone, please meet the Mediterranean Sea 馃挋馃寠  (at Tel Aviv (转诇 讗讘讬讘))

Loving this coast line. Everyone, please meet the Mediterranean Sea 馃挋馃寠 (at Tel Aviv (转诇 讗讘讬讘))

Found my Tel Aviv safe haven in a little alley way. Fresh smoothie and juice bar 鈾 playing vintage records and asking for &#8220;smoothies and smiles&#8221; 鈽猴笍馃崒馃崐馃崜 #telaviv #acaicometome #sogood  (at Tel Aviv (转诇 讗讘讬讘))

Found my Tel Aviv safe haven in a little alley way. Fresh smoothie and juice bar 鈾 playing vintage records and asking for “smoothies and smiles” 鈽猴笍馃崒馃崐馃崜 #telaviv #acaicometome #sogood (at Tel Aviv (转诇 讗讘讬讘))